When oh when...

Ok, so I'm tired of being pregnant. My due date is tomorrow, I have never had to wait this long for a baby. Sorry to those of you who have gone past... way past your due dates. It's not so much the date as the contractions that keep getting my hopes up. I will have them when I am active like every 2-3 min, then I sit down and they stop. I went to the hospital once, because they didn't stop and the Dr. kept me there for four hours or so until they finally did stop (with no progress). See if I didn't have my hopes up and then the let down I would be just fine being prego still. I have been dialated to a 4 since forever, ok not forever but, let me see, um...almost 2 weeks, now with no progress since. What is the deal? Anyday is good for me, considering my in-laws are here just waiting for me to have this baby. They are having fun playing with the kids but don't want to leave me alone in case I do go into labor and need a ride. So they can't do the fishing, beach, etc. they had been wanting to do. Cuz I am prolly not the most fun person to take places at the moment. I have decided that progress is good. Progress in all phases of life, not just pregnancy. When I was 14 I looked forward to being 16 and dating and driving, and when I was 16 I was looking forward to being 18 and living on my own, when I was 18 I was looking forward to finding my hubby and getting married. I got married at 19, I knew what I wanted then, and I know what I want now. To progress! It is the natural order of life. So why does this baby not want to progress? :) Is she going to be born on her due date? I hope so, I'm not feeling like it will be today, but maybe tomorrow? Is she going to live at my house forever because she is scared to move out and progress? :) Is this a sign of things to come? :) For now I am going to go to the store, buy some pectin and make some strawberry freezer jam. Then I will go to the birthday luncheon for June/July birthdays and try to have fun. Unless...